This past week was... taxing, to say the least, but I'm glad to say that I am feeling better now. Sometimes the pressures of day-to-day living can reach a point where one forgets to stop and simply take a breath.
Well, I have done that, as well as treated myself (finally) to a day at the spa and some new books.
Never mind if the books were all silly romance novels featuring heroines who drive their incredibly pigheaded suitors to their knees Doing something nice for myself did wonders, and all feels right with the world again.
While at the spa I had plenty of time to think, and I've realized how much I've allowed to pass me by
because I wasted all these years pining It's time to put an end to that. There are adventures out there to be had, and new friends to make...
...starting, perhaps, with Arnold, the man inviting me to dinner. I think I should stop thinking that I'll be bored to tears
because he doesn't compare to and instead try to find something positive out of the whole experience. He seems to be a nice enough man; perhaps there won't be sparks (although we can never be completely certain at this point), but I believe I
will have dinner with him, and I
will have a good time.
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